Memories flooding my mind. I can't help but think of you.
Remember those days when I was with her and I told you that I was messed up? You told me everything was alright. I didn't appreciate you then, treated you like a normal irritating guy.
You were the only guy that I told almost everything to. Liking milk, being with nougat, etc etc. Reading back our chat logs, how silly can I get? The perfect guy was talking to me about me being bi curious. And to think you even encouraged me on texting milk.
After some time, we drifted. I didn't have time to talk to you. And then on someone's birthday... We met again and finally, we get to talk. i was busy with stuff and I have to leave early. We didn't really get to chat and everyone was teasing us for some reasons. Apparently, they claimed that you have a crush on me or something.
You should have seen the smile on my face when I left. Hahah. Yeah, I can't believe I fell for you during that period of time. I was still with her then. And I told myself I was just embarrassed from all those teasing.
We started chatting again during July if I'm not wrong. You told me you want to talk to me every night. We did for a week or so if I'm not wrong, or perhaps just a few days. I told myself you are just a bestfriend of mine and I do not want to expect too much. Yes, that was during my "guys are jerks" period. And you were one of the few guys I trusted.
You told me you will attend YSLC for my sake and we can spend time at night since you don't have any friends attending as you are somewhat anti-social. And in the end... You can't attend because of that teacher. Gosh. My heart literally sank.
Memories huh? Damn. I want you back. I miss talking to you.
I didn't cherish you. And only realise my massive crush for you after we drifted apart. How silly.
Can we get back to being good friends again? If only you are reading this. Impossible. Hahahah.