It's not right, but it's okay.

No, don't act like everything is fine. I am still pissed with you. I just don't show it. I don't want to spoil your day, like how you spoilt mine, for about 2 weeks.

Thought it's all over, it won't be back. Seems like there will always be someone who will prove me wrong, time and time again. 

This.

Never question your own intelligence. We, as students in Singapore, are pretty amazing people.
We have to memorise at least 2-3 textbooks, tons of essays and formulas. 
Just a thought. 

My biggest rival is definitely myself. No doubt.

The fact that you reacted this way shows a lot.
So much for talking about others? Look at yourself. (:
You lied for your own benefit. Guess what? I will never be there for you ever again. Again, very childish decision. But an eye for an eye. I don't care if the world goes blind, I can't be bothered with you any more.
A small act of yours affects me big time dude.

Do you know how socially awkward I feel now? Even around people whom I know I could trust? Thanks for creating such trust issues. Thanks for making me feel insecure. It is a big deal for me. Nah, none of you will understand. 

I typed out a whole load of crap. And deleted it. No point blogging about something when nobody cares.

I know I sound like a total bitch. But it's the truth. And the truth burns. Handle it like a man. You gave me enough drama. -.-

Let's settle it, once and for all.

Disclaimer: I know I promised a happier post, I can't. I'm sorry. Be entertained with the current drama in my life instead. 

So you, it seems like you like to rake up the past, A LOT. Let me clear things up.

I didn't talk behind your back, I didn't over react and I didn't make you "look like shit". I merely told my friends the truth when they asked me about it. Here is a question directed back at you. You claimed that I have no proof. I have, a lot. What about you? What made you think that what your friends said or what you have heard is true? You didn't hear it from me right? Stop being so immature and grow the hell up boy.

I go after guys? Seriously? What am I? Some kind of whore now? I can't have male best friends? What about you? You have female friends also right? So you are flirting with them is it? Come on larh, stop being so childish. I don't go after guys and I am not the whore that you described. GET THE FACTS RIGHT. -.-

You keep saying I break your heart and you merely made a small mistake. And I can't overlook that small mistake. Don't you get it? It is not that incident, it is your habits that is such a major turn off. You know what, you asked for it. I am going to list down everything I dislike about you and why I would not want to retur to your side ever again. Ready? You asked for it asshole, just a reminder. ;) 

1. You are way too emotional for a guy.
   Yea sure, it is a good thing. But seriously, your emotions? Gigantic roller coasters man. I dislike guys with huge emotional roller coasters. Let me give you one example, you have to rake up the past over and over again, even when everything is settled. This just shows how emotionally unsettled you are. Another example? That night? When you over react. Another fine example? Scolding me and being so terasa. Thinking that I talk shit behind your back and made you look horrible to my friends. This leads to my next point.
2. You are immature.
   Unstable emotions leads to childish and immature attitude. By making a big fuss out of everything. By not studying, thinking that it is not a big deal. By having bad habits. By calling me disgusting. By being so terasa once again. By saying I go after guys and making me sound like a whore. By influencing your friends to give up studying for N levels. By scolding her when she merely texted you to clarify stuff. By   drinking and smoking to "get over me". That is just a lame and childish mindset. Pfft. (That includes asking me to gtfo and calling me an idiot. :D ) 
3. You drink FREQUENTLY.
   Not trying to say that I don't. But I only do so during rare occasions. I don't drink ever so often because it spoils my body. Just look at you. -___-
4. Smoking.
   I have proof that you smoke. I can tell you who, just come and ask me YOURSELF. ;)
5. You don't study.
   Guys who rather play than study, even during their major exams = total turn off. Don't rely on your dad. Be a real man, grow up and start a career on your own. MAN UP PLEASE. 
6. You influence your friends to drink, smoke and give up studying together with you.
   Pretty self explanatory huh? Turn off. 
7. You lie. You don't change your habits.
   You don't want to change? Don't expect me to accept you.
8. You influence your friends to go along with your bad habits.
   Hmmm. What can I say. 

Grow the hell up dear. :D