A few more weeks and I can take a breather.

Endure Carissa. 

This semester has been a pretty bumpy ride. 

But I enjoyed myself. Pink dot and hair for hope was amazing. :D 

2 more things off my bucket list!

Pink dot 2013~

HFH~ :D

Burden

Life gets really really tiring sometimes.

Never in my life have I felt like such a burden before. 

Over thinking kills.

I will update this dead space soon. Give me some time. 

I would like to apologise for all the things I have done in Yuhua.
I don't deserve anything good.
I hurt a hell lot of people, especially you.
I caused a lot of trouble in Yuhua, fighting for what I think is right.
I remember crying during the grad day rehearsal, not because I can't bear to leave. But because I remembered all that I have been through, the reason for every single tear I shed there.
Come to think about it, it must be karma huh?
I apologise for being such an ass. Frankly, I suspect that we can never communicate properly because of that particular event, if you get me. As much as I've enjoyed that period of time, I suspect it is the root cause of all the problems.
I am really, really sorry.

Life

I don't know about you, but I do fear for my sanity at times. With all these going on around me. 

I do want to pour my heart out here, but there is a small part of me that fear the judgemental people out there. 

For now, I have to keep things to myself. 

Food for thought.

Would you rather "betray" your friend and break that trust between the both of you just to protect him/her?
Or would you rather stay silent and watch him/her get hurt?

Abuse

I despise people who misuse the term "FML". 

In any case, if you don't understand what it means (in which I doubt so), it stands for fuck my life. Oh, for goody-two-shoes over there? Fish my life, uh, eff my life, use whatever you are comfortable with. 

I hate it (yes, HATE) when ignorant people use FML in the wrong context. Scroll through facebook or twitter, and all you see is...

"Teacher gave us so much homework, FML"
"What is up with the laggy internet, FML"

TELL ME MORE BITCHES. 

Another one of my pet peeves, ladies who can't use the toilet properly. 

Don't you just hate it when you enter the toilet and you see pee, shit and stains on the seats and on the floor? Or when the toilet is not flushed? 

For god's sake, ladies, does it require you to aim when you pee? Do you really have to squat on the toilet seat? There is a squatting toilet for a reason. Can't you wipe away your own blood? IT'S YOURS. 

Does it pain you to clean up your own mess, you own fecal matter? 

One last one.

PeOpLe WhO tYpE LiKe ThIs.

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