I'm still sorry for what I've done.

In the past, I was ashamed, afraid even.
I end up hurting and losing the one I love.
Things are still awkward between us, and I am to blame.
Please don't commit the same mistake. Only through the pain did I realised that it is okay to be who you want to be, to love who you want to.

A few more weeks and I can take a breather.

Endure Carissa. 

This semester has been a pretty bumpy ride. 

But I enjoyed myself. Pink dot and hair for hope was amazing. :D 

2 more things off my bucket list!

Pink dot 2013~

HFH~ :D

Burden

Life gets really really tiring sometimes.

Never in my life have I felt like such a burden before. 

Over thinking kills.

I will update this dead space soon. Give me some time. 

I would like to apologise for all the things I have done in Yuhua.
I don't deserve anything good.
I hurt a hell lot of people, especially you.
I caused a lot of trouble in Yuhua, fighting for what I think is right.
I remember crying during the grad day rehearsal, not because I can't bear to leave. But because I remembered all that I have been through, the reason for every single tear I shed there.
Come to think about it, it must be karma huh?
I apologise for being such an ass. Frankly, I suspect that we can never communicate properly because of that particular event, if you get me. As much as I've enjoyed that period of time, I suspect it is the root cause of all the problems.
I am really, really sorry.

Life

I don't know about you, but I do fear for my sanity at times. With all these going on around me. 

I do want to pour my heart out here, but there is a small part of me that fear the judgemental people out there. 

For now, I have to keep things to myself. 

Food for thought.

Would you rather "betray" your friend and break that trust between the both of you just to protect him/her?
Or would you rather stay silent and watch him/her get hurt?