Life

I don't know about you, but I do fear for my sanity at times. With all these going on around me. 

I do want to pour my heart out here, but there is a small part of me that fear the judgemental people out there. 

For now, I have to keep things to myself. 

Food for thought.

Would you rather "betray" your friend and break that trust between the both of you just to protect him/her?
Or would you rather stay silent and watch him/her get hurt?

Abuse

I despise people who misuse the term "FML". 

In any case, if you don't understand what it means (in which I doubt so), it stands for fuck my life. Oh, for goody-two-shoes over there? Fish my life, uh, eff my life, use whatever you are comfortable with. 

I hate it (yes, HATE) when ignorant people use FML in the wrong context. Scroll through facebook or twitter, and all you see is...

"Teacher gave us so much homework, FML"
"What is up with the laggy internet, FML"

TELL ME MORE BITCHES. 

Another one of my pet peeves, ladies who can't use the toilet properly. 

Don't you just hate it when you enter the toilet and you see pee, shit and stains on the seats and on the floor? Or when the toilet is not flushed? 

For god's sake, ladies, does it require you to aim when you pee? Do you really have to squat on the toilet seat? There is a squatting toilet for a reason. Can't you wipe away your own blood? IT'S YOURS. 

Does it pain you to clean up your own mess, you own fecal matter? 

One last one.

PeOpLe WhO tYpE LiKe ThIs.

No comments on that. >.> 

I just had the most horrifying experience ever.

I am down with flu, and was blowing my nose when my left eye became watery and blurry. I raised my hand to wipe off the tears... It ain't tears bro. It is sticky.
Yes.
Mucus was secreted instead.
What is wrong with me. D: 

So.........

Nope. I didn't work as a phone operator. Decided not to. :D
If you've been following me on instagram, I had a few photos under the hash tag #leptindiet. Next thing I know, people are asking me about it.
I'm trying to strike off a few to-dos on my bucket list. One of them being "try a new diet". I am a vegetarian and this is tough. I figured that I should try a detox diet, for there are rumours about it being able to help me lose weight in a short amount of time.
That was... Until I saw the meal plan for a detox diet.
In case you don't know what a detox diet is, it is a diet which apparently helps to clean your body of toxins by inducing new eating habits, resulting in weight loss. Sounds too good to be true right? Right.
There were so much restrictions in this diet. I can't take in dairy products and products high in carbs and the list goes on. I have to prepare all meals at home and this is a rather time consuming diet, especially when I am a working teen. It is also rather troublesome for  vegetarian, considering that the number of food I can consume is reduced further. Let's just say it's unhealthy too.
I was lost, wondering if I should just abort this mission (HAHAHAH. MISSION EH?)
And then... I found the leptin diet! JENG JENG JENG!
It was a diet that helps to control the leptin, which is a hormone in my body. Leptin is responsible for how hungry you feel. And how much you eat.
It's simple too! All I have to do is to eat 3 meals a day. Each meal must be 5 hours apart and I have to eat dinner 3 hours before I sleep. I can't snack (I broke this rule once. Only once.) and I have to incorporate protein and carbs into my breakfast. Simple as that.
Hahahah, I sound like I'm promoting it.
Yes, I'm on a diet. But I'm not skipping meals. Way tooooooo unhealthy. Regular meals will do the trick :D

For the past 3 days, I've been working for triumph. 

Yes, triumph. The company that sells bra. 

I thought it would be fun to work for a company that sells undergarments. So it was the first thing on my bucket list. And............................................

I was wrong. 

It was the worst job I've ever taken. For 3 days, I stand at the outlet I was allocated to, with barely any customers. I stare at bras and rearrange them over and over again. Day 1 was okay, for I had 2 customers. Day 2? 5. Wonderful. Last day? NONE. I was so bored, I had to ask Nasuha, Aleen and Xavier to come down and look for me. 

Throughout that 3 days, I fear for my sanity. I kept myself occupied with rubber band tricks, a calculator and myself. I count to 9900 for hours and I tried imagining different scenarios. YES. I WAS THAT BORED.

And there was this super bitchy co-worker of mine. Lets not even talk about her. 

Thank god. I do not have to work there any more. :D 

Time to take on my next job! Phone operator! :B

I don't get it.
Let me show you my grades for O's.

English: A1
Combined Humanities (SS/Lit): B3
Mathematics: A2
Add. Mathematics: B3
Science (Chem/Bio): A1
Food and Nutrition: A1
Chinese: B3

Yea. Like I said, I did well, but could have done better for Maths and Humanities.
And because of such grades, I've been pressurised by a lot of people into get into a JC. School leaders, mentors, parents and even my own friends. Wait, isn't it my choice?
When asked, I would reply with a "Oh, I'm aiming for poly." Let's just say the response from these people are horrible. -.-
Especially from certain school leaders. I would not name who, but the response is seriously disappointing. There was this person in particular, who gave me a frown and had a super black face on when I chose poly over JC.
There are certain people who are supportive of my choice though, hence, thank you. (:
My whole point is that as leaders/mentors, aren't we suppose to show our support to the people under our lead unless it is a detrimental decision?
This is rather disappointing, coming from the school leaders, who immediately expressed how unhappy they are towards my choice and not giving a valid reason why.
I'm just disappointed in the leaders. Where is the support you are supposed to show?
Whatever it is, I've made my decision and submitted them. I am not really affected by any of your remarks.