Just saw something that really meaningful.
Quoted from Kent Healy,

 Leadership is never agame of comparison, it’s a process of cross-pollination.

Admirable leaders, on the other hand, deliberately surround themselves with those better than themselves.

I see... :D

Another thing I would like to talk about.
How judgemental society is.
I know I've touched on this before. Just need to address (chey, sound so serious) some issues.
I don't get why people are so judgemental. When you see 2 Bangladesh workers holding hands, what is the first thing that comes to your mind? I'm very sure that most of you will come up with remarks like "Urm, gay much?" Or just simply... Gay.
Oh, another example. When you see a teenager sitting down in the MRT and there is someone else who needs it more standing up, what is the first thing that comes to your mind? "How inconsiderate." Am I right?
In the first place, why are people so stereotypical? Why can't two good guy friends hold hands? If holding hands with the same gender means that you're homosexual, then... All the girls out there holding hands with their close friends are lesbians? Kindergarten(yes, that's how you spell it) kids are gay? "Oh, that's a different case." Please be more open-minded.
And those teens. Who knows they might be tired. And they are really resting, not faking it. And they might not even see the elder/pregnant lady who needs the seat more. Okay, some are just plain selfish. But who are we to judge them? They might have a reason for not giving it up. They might be injured or something right?
I'm not perfect. And I'm not here to preach you people on how to stop judging people. I do judge people, but at least I'm trying to change it. What I'm trying to say is that we should be less stereotypical and judgemental.
Just think about it. Even if you have comments, please, keep it to yourself. Don't even share it. Words can kill.

:D

People change, feelings fade. 

It has been a year. 

Good luck then. (: 

Survived the first week of 2012~ :D

YOU.

Yes, you.
Do you know you are irritating the hell out of me?
Who the hell says this kind of stuff. It doesn't even sound like a joke to me. And I think you mean it right?
Well, imagine me saying that to you. You like it? Yes? Come on. I don't even like her. Who the hell says that?It's like saying that me and the person I don't like are best friends? Get things right. This is life. You have to be nice to people you don't like as well. Just because I am nice to people doesn't mean I tell them stuff and trust them like some BFFL. (pfft.... -.-) Ok, Do you know I feel like slapping you because you've totally crossed the line and you didn't realise? ._.
And then you have to make things worse? Eh sorry. My bag cheap = not your problem. FYI, IT'S FREAKING EXPENSIVE FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME. I know you are rich larh, NOT MY PROBLEM. To hell with you, seriously.
One more thing, I didn't reply on whatsapp. Why? I WANT TO STUDY. GOD DAMN IT. Fun uh? Spam from 6 plus all the way till midnight. Do you know that because of the notifications, I cannot concentrate on my homework? I don't mind you all discussing math, but seriously? Spamming emoticons and stuff? Go do it somewhere else. Oh, and you think I never read one uh? I read it and it bloody pissed me off. I sleep? Cause I am a pig? Don't assume. I am trying to concentrate on bio. -.-
And we all tried helping you, telling you to be more optimistic and all. You don't want to heed, sudah larh. Still want to talk so much. We tried helping. You don't want help yourself only. Become paranoid. You want to stress yourself out, WE CAN'T HELP.(If you don't know what's sudah, go find out yourself -.-)
Do you need an intervention? I hope not. Go reflect, please.
You have to spoil my lovely day early in the morning. Bitch much.
Yes. It takes a bitch to know a bitch. I am one. Oh, and if you are all paranoid again, just to clarify, I don't hate you. I'm just ANNOYED. Pfft.

New year, new beginning? :D

Hey there! (:

2011 passed super fast. It was due to my busy schedule I guess.

It was a year that thought me so much. And frankly speaking, it was actually an awful year for me. 

Yes, I had my share of laughter. What I meant was that it was actually the worst year out of my 3 years in secondary school so far. 

I learnt to accept the situation my family is currently in. All these drama. Thank god it didn't affect my studies. 

I was so busy, I neglected my friends. I lose my best friend and my close friends. I caught up with them. But the distance is still there. I have to learn to deal with that. Wrong moves and decisions backfire and I broke down a lot. But it's all part of life. What's important is to learn how to stand up again after every fall. And I'm proud to say I did. (:

Another important lesson I've learnt in 2011, there are things which are beyond my control and I have to respect the authorities' decisions. 

Being a leader isn't easy, and frankly speaking, I can't wait to step down and really focus on my studies. But it also gave me opportunities to make new friends and learn new things. :D 

H3ROES, TLLS, OBS, councillor training camp,YLC, YLSC, annual councillor camp, NCDCC camp and cohort leadership camp. Yea. That's a lot of camps for a year huh? :B

Not forgetting Langkawi trip. (:

Okay okay, I will add some photos to make this post more interesting. And afterall, a picture speaks a thousand words.

All these are just random photos. ^^

So, how did I end 2011? With my lovely friends!! <3

We went ice skating and then to Clarke Quay for the countdown. 

A tradition for people to kiss on New year? Nah, we had a group hug instead. :B

Oh, I want to show you guys something. :B

When it's 2011, you are excited for the new year, the countdown! You will look like this.... 

But you wait and wait, and it's finally 2012! You will look like.....
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Like this!

Tired and exhausted from all those waiting and partying! HAHAHAHAH. I FIND THIS THEORY FROM NASUHA HILARIOUS. XD

I went home in a good mood. 

And someone have to spoil my new year. Happy new year. Thanks for breaking my heart uh. (:

It's okay. :B I start off today morning, I mean afternoon, on a good note. :D I had the best dream ever!!! :D 

Sadly, it is only just a dream. ):

Now, time for my new year's resolutions!!! ^^


#1, Be a better person! :D
This is the most common, yet the hardest resolution. Have to have the courage to face setbacks and criticism before I can change for the better. "Better person" is rather general. By person, I mean a better friend, daughter, classmate, schoolmate, leader... You name it. :D


#2, Get rid of my lingo!
Mdm Geja told me I have this lingo when I do public speaking. Okay... I don't mean get rid. I just want to learn to control it so that I can use it at the right time. Why? Because my "lingo" is apparently somewhat informal. O:

#3, Lose weight.
Duhh, girls like me would definitely have this on their lists. :B


#4, Study hard. 
Yes. I want to get 9 for my O's. Crazy? Nah. I call this ambitious. (: 


#5, Be myself.
Society is so judgemental nowadays. I want to be myself. Who cares about what others think of me, right? No. I'm not there yet. If not I won't have to lie and encrypt some stuff on my blog. :/


That's it. I guess. 2011 has been a meaningful year. I will make 2012 way better. (: Happy new year! :D

Frankly speaking,

I'm sick of all these crap.

Oh, and Aleen, if you're reading this, I guess I have something in common with you. You know your 11 pm thing? I guess I have it as well. Except for the fact that mine happens randomly. From night to early morning. I feel you.

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Aleen, ask me for the key and read this. Thanks. (: