I took an online IQ quiz. Guess the range of my IQ. :P (I'm suitable for my dream job XD)

Pardon me, I'm just bored. ^^

The next 2 months will be super packed. No time for minecraft, PLL, anyone but me, HIMYM. I will forever be busy. I'm looking forward to next year. When I can really concentrate on studying instead of being so busy. 

"As if you're that busy. -.-" I heard that! Now, let me convince you with my schedule for the next two months. Oh, and just to let you know, it does not include camp planning for NCDCC/councillor camp and also excludes training for PDS competition. Oh, and also visits to TELC. Here you go~

So the empty spaces will be filled with camp planning, trainings and TELC visits. This concludes the typical life of Carissa. :D

Yeah right. I will be as tired as hell. And guess what? I won't be free on my birthday. I guess it will be a normal day that everyone will forget. Including myself. I will be super exhausted by then. :/

Never mind. Looking on the bright side, these are opportunities for me to... experience stuff? :B

Ever enjoyed your day and suddenly found out about something which brings your mood down and spoiled it all? 

I know I did. 

And I swear it sucks. 

I'm back to square one. 

Everything is happening at the wrong time. 

I need someone to talk to. Badly.

But I'm sure people will judge me and despise me again. 

This is life. What can you expect Carissa? 

 

JUST FOR DEBBIE CHEW :B

It's so hard to find photos of us. Tsk tsk. This bitch. :P
Hi darling! :P It's somebody's birthday tomorrow so I'm doing this for SOMEBODY. Sweet huh? :B
Happy birthday Debbie! Have a sweet 15th birthday celebration alright! Now now, go watch this video. It's just for you.
Happy birthday! Watch this :D
Heheheh, stay as awesome as always and I might consider treating you gongcha kay?
Now now, don't feel guilty ANYMORE. Hahahah. :B
Once again, happy birthday darling! :P I'm not good with expressing myself when it comes to wishing and thanking people. Pardon me for my short post alright! It's the thought that counts right? :P Have an awesome day ahead! ^^

Nightmare.

Sure, the song itself is nice. But no, I'm not talking about the song this time. I'm talking about the nightmare I had just now. ):
I took a nap and had this horrible nightmare. It might sound funny, but I swear it's freaking creepy. Don't laugh when you read it!
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I dreamt that I was pregnant. Worse still, I didn't have sex and my vagina was dripping blood, non-stop. Oh, and my stomach is only bulging out a little. o.o My dad drove me to the hospital... On his motorcycle. I gave birth and they claim it was my second child.
What..?!
I don't know where my baby went and I was discharged straight after giving birth. Cool much?
And this guy with green skin gave my a handmade card and walk away. I open the card, everything is in malay and there was this condom attached to it.
And that was when I woke up. My parents were screaming because my dog went missing. So glad we found it. -___-
I just realised that my nightmare can actually make a good safe sex advertisement.
Gosh, so creepy. :/

As usual.

Memories flooding my mind. I can't help but think of you.
Remember those days when I was with her and I told you that I was messed up? You told me everything was alright. I didn't appreciate you then, treated you like a normal irritating guy.
You were the only guy that I told almost everything to. Liking milk, being with nougat, etc etc. Reading back our chat logs, how silly can I get? The perfect guy was talking to me about me being bi curious. And to think you even encouraged me on texting milk.
After some time, we drifted. I didn't have time to talk to you. And then on someone's birthday... We met again and finally, we get to talk. i was busy with stuff and I have to leave early. We didn't really get to chat and everyone was teasing us for some reasons. Apparently, they claimed that you have a crush on me or something.
You should have seen the smile on my face when I left. Hahah. Yeah, I can't believe I fell for you during that period of time. I was still with her then. And I told myself I was just embarrassed from all those teasing.
We started chatting again during July if I'm not wrong. You told me you want to talk to me every night. We did for a week or so if I'm not wrong, or perhaps just a few days. I told myself you are just a bestfriend of mine and I do not want to expect too much. Yes, that was during my "guys are jerks" period. And you were one of the few guys I trusted.
You told me you will attend YSLC for my sake and we can spend time at night since you don't have any friends attending as you are somewhat anti-social. And in the end... You can't attend because of that teacher. Gosh. My heart literally sank.
Memories huh? Damn. I want you back. I miss talking to you.
I didn't cherish you. And only realise my massive crush for you after we drifted apart. How silly.
Can we get back to being good friends again? If only you are reading this. Impossible. Hahahah.